Snowflakes

I want to bitch. I want to whine. I'm tired of the crap that keeps happening to me. I'm fighting. I am. But there isn't much I can do. I'm so annoyed. I'm sick of my life being different than everyone else's! I don't want to deal with the pains, physical and mental, that I go through. I just want to be able to live my life. I want my consciousness to be free of all this crap. I don't want to be a special snowflake. I want to get rid of all the things that cloud my mind. I want to be free.

Learning to Be Strong

Adjusting to life as a college student is hard. I've missed four classes already. It is only the second week. This period in my life will eventually end. This I know. I also know that I am strong enough to face this. I am human, my life has worth.

I keep working on my projects. Unfortunately I don't get a lot done. But I do get something done, and that is worth something. Learning to live this sick life is all about adjusting how you see things. Its adjusting to finding the small things in life. And I can say that for all the sadness and pain I've had, I've also had a lot of joy and happiness. For every struggle I've had triumph. And for every bit of ugly I've had another of beauty.