Whiney

I am so sick of being sick. I took a new medication, and now I'm feeling sicker. Actually I took two. I just want this to stop. I want to stop being sick, I want to be able to do what I want when I want and not have to think can I? I want to be able to use my skills, rather then let them melt away. I want to live my life on my terms rather than the terms of my disease/s. I'm tired of living my life on the terms of other people. I just want to live.