I know what I want out of life right now. I want a clean slate. I want to start clean out my room until nothing else remains. Then one by one getting rid of things. Until finally I have a clean room and I have scrubbed my world clean of the past and I can let go.
But letting go isn't easy for me. I find so much joy in the past. And I want to keep it all. Some of it for memories sake, some of it because I feel like a failure if I get rid of things i considered for an art project I dropped. So I'm heading back in to therapy to deal with it.
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